We would mosey on down to the kitchen
late in the mornings, after long nights of sleep, and there would be
Sintu and Poonam and a child or two, and maybe Virmila, and Sintu
would ask what we wanted for breakfast: omlette? chapati? milk tea?
Usually I'd opt for ginger tea or black tea no milk no sugar, and
maybe an omlette or something more Indian if it was available –
some vegetable, maybe some rice - and chapati, and she would set to
work preparing these. During these preparations, or during dinner
preparations later in the day, conversation would inevitably ensue:
about women's rights in India, about arranged marriages, about
homeopathy and Sintu's study, about schools and schooling, of course,
about the family's caste (milk sellers) and some history about the
now deceased father who was a kind man we're told, whose picture,
garlanded, holds an elevated place of honor atop kitchen cabinets,
and who seems to have set a real example for his children, about
Dominique (before she arrived after 2 or 3 days) and her building of
the guest house, about our plans for the day, about Karmapa and his
blessing of the school project, about the various Rinpoche's who come
through or have temples in Bodhgaya, about Situ's coming to give
special Mahamudra teachings next April.
The family, though Hindu by birth,
have adopted Buddhism and its tenets and practices, due to
Dominique's influence, and their experiences with the lamas and
rinpoches and high level incarnate teachers. The exercise of
compassionate action, service to others, meditation and devotion are
part of their ways in the world.
We do spend one day being tourists,
visiting by tuk tuk – this relentlessly intense and relentlessly
rugged experience by itself can be exhausting - the cave where Buddha
is said to have meditated himself down to skin and bones before being
fed milk and rice by the lovely, no doubt, Sujata, and before
beginning to understand that the extremes he was going to were
unnecessary, and before descending back down to the plains and
walking over to Bodhgaya and finding that bodhi tree to continue to
sit under until he finally attained Enlightenment and, perhaps
inadvertently, started a spiritual revolution.
Included in this day was a visit to
Sujata's temple (Vimeo video link) and to an old stupa said to have been built by her
father, at which location we heard and met Peng Tao, the
aforementioned Chinese contemplative musician who, along with playing
his stringed instrument, says he will write a book about it and about
his musical pilgrimage travels to Buddhist holy sites around the
world. Have a listen (the instrument volume is pretty low, and there's a lot of loud talking in the background, but earphones are
advisable): Vimeo video link
This tourist day was attended to by
Binay, the aspiring tour guide, so we were able to contribute to his
aspirations by employing him for the day, and also by giving him
Arun's contact info as someone who might be able to, one way or
another, help further Binay's career. (Having just a little while
ago as I write re-arrived in Delhi for one more night before flying
out to Bangkok tomorrow, and having been met at the train and driven
by Arun to our guest house, we have learned that Binay has indeed
already made contact).
And finally regarding Bodhgaya, that
magnet that draws Buddhist pilgrims from all round the world, that
Mecca, as it were, of Buddhism: the Bodhi Tree and the Mahabodhi
Temple. Nancy and I visited here several times during our days and
nights, including on the Super Full Moon night in October, and she
visited with our new friend Kat (Katherine Smith, LCSW from Hawaii,
who also joined us on our outing day and at several kitchen
meals/discussions) as well. Is it easier to sit/meditate here than it
is in many other places on the planet? No surprise. The location has
that quality derived from centuries or millenia of devotion and
practice that can be experienced at other holy sistes, of a
paradoxical quiet amidst the ceaseless motion and activity of
visitors. Maybe it wouldn't be far wrong to say that it has a sort
of specifically Buddhist quality, by which I mean one derived from
Buddhist sitting meditation as well as from chanting and prayers and
circumambulation and offerings. Or, maybe this is only my
imagination.
At this point in our travels, we both
feel that when we return to India, we will spend most of our time at
Sherabling, a month or two is what we're saying, and maybe some time
at Bodhgaya. We would most likely fly to the latter instead of taking
an overnight train, just for the ease of it in the face of the
cumulatively overwhelming psychic and visceral/sensual experience
that India is. For all of its wonder, India is also a difficult,
taxing place to be. For me the difficulty is largely physical,
although the painful emotional impact of the grueling and widespread
poverty can't be denied either.
When I was younger, and more
emotionally shut down, and stronger physically, and more opinionated
and more judgmental (can you imagine!?), I would have said, and
probably did say, that India was more real, and more raw, and more
authentic, and more gritty and a place that only the special few
could handle well. Of course I was amoung those few. Now, I'm less
charmed by the filth and the grime and the pollution of every kind
and the aggression and the hordes and the destitution and the
extremes. I find individuals and the connections to be made more
appealing and more meaningful, even in the cauldron of India, and
these are what make the rest of it now doable.
On the other side of that coin though,
I have to say that there is also, again paradoxically, as India is
nothing if not quintessentially paradoxical, a certain familiarity
and comfort, even ease in being here. Sherabling is an island of
relative calm and quiet in the madness of India, and Bodhgaya is just
a special enough and small enough place to make the rest of it
workable for a while.
(Street musicians playing for tips outside the MahabodhiTemple: naturally they caught my full attention: Vimeo video link)
At this very moment, maybe just because
we are about to leave, and have just come from Varanasi via overnight
train, on which it's not possible for me to get real sleep – more
to come about Varanasi– and we're clearly tired and in need of
rest, the idea of “exploring” more of India has little appeal for
either of us. We're ready for a break, which Thailand, according to
the people we've recently met who've been there, will undoubtedly
provide.
Dzongsar Khyentse Rinpoche says of India that "it's a place where nothing works and everything happens." It's not an easy place, especially at first.
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